Sunday, March 9, 2008

Pride

I lowered my pride and tried to talk to her so that we can be together again and it worked but still there is still this doubt that i can't take out of my mind i hate this feeling I'm nt like this really. Anyway after talking to her i think everything to normal and thing will be fine but this doubt is still bothering me, i still can't trust 100% of what she is saying... I just wish im just in a paranoid state and hope that she's telling me all the truth..

I hope God will guide me thru this journey...

Friday, March 7, 2008

Another Sleepless Night

Yes it's another sleepless night for me eventhough how hard i try how busy i make myslef i just can't stop thinking about her.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Second best

I'm not good to be second best i've thinking this past few days and i realize that im too good to be second best and i cant take that.
All those years i give my best to show her how much i love her eventhough i have my own flaw but that does not mean that i'll be put to second best..

Panakip Butas...

Panakip butas lang ba ako kung yun girlfriend ko ay humingi ng cool off sa akin para makalabas for a date dun sa isang guy na niyaya siya makipag date sabi niya intrested siya sa guy kaya humingi siya ng 1month na cool off tapos dun niya raw sasabihin kung kami pa or tuluyan na makikipag hiwalay siya sa akin... parang panakip butas ba ang lagay ko kung ganon??? sana may makabasa ng blog ko at mag bigay na suggestion... ano ba pwede ko na gawin ... ano ba ang tama na gawin? ano sa palagay niyo? kung kayo ano gagawin niyo?

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Tuesday, March 4, 2008

False Pretense

False Pretense
by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Oh, it's time to let it go

The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, {it was} set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

All along you know you thought you got the best of me
{But} you were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I cannot believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it - it's set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

Oh, it's time to let it go

I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand

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Saturday, March 1, 2008

Some Space

this is the first day or should i say night or whatever time it maybe. I started this blog cause I'm a devastated man right now and i wanted something to put out my frustration here in this blog. Forgive me if there will be a time that you wont understand the things I will say here in my blog.

Day 1 hour 1 of my ruined life. well right now I'm feeling hell and i don't know what to do I'm so depress that i can't sleep. my girl just ask for me to give her some space cause she wanted to date someone else that she find interesting okay we've been for six years and she told me that she want some twist in our relationship but when i ask what does she want and she answered she don't know what she want. how can i give something that she herself don't know. we've done so many things in the past six years. Well what has been said and are done. i love here but what can i do she wanted some space and that's why i gave it to her. I just hope that all things will fall inyo place. I'm still hoping but right now I don't want to expect something that is out of my hand.

You know what funny right now? Right now while writing this blog I'm unconsciously watching the movie in HBO titled "THE BREAK UP!"...

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